its been long since i last post. i was trying to be 'healthy thin'. but i cant change who i am.ive been three days on cofee, water and two small grilled chiken brasts. this problem we have, weakens us physically but makes us stronger all along. at least thats how i see it. my ed keeps me distracted from my problems in the outside world..i know is not the best way to get out of them, but the damage will never stop..EVER! i know so.

right now, im at scool,on the computer lab, surrounded by people that dosent even imagine what could be wrong with me..my boyfriend doesnt call me anymore, i feel im losing it. i feel like its my fault...i dont feel the same about him anymore...it has been weeks without seeing him. it hurts!!! so i deided to break out..im so depressed.so not hungry.